then baru boleh cakap
takut nanti tersalah hukum
makan diri sendiri
i may be lack in contacting everyone
yes i admit this thing
but it doesn't mean that i didn't appreciate
everyone is growing
life gets everyone busy
some i have to ignore
some i have to respond at least once
and some i have to put aside
some also i try to not to talk more about it
because i really really really don't want to hurt anyone
especially someone who really close to me
salah cakap akan lukakan banyak perasaan
i ignored previous talks/text before because it offended me so bad
kita manusia biasa, surely akan kecil hati
so easiest thing i can do is ; ignore
hubungan tu yang lebih penting
daripada terus terusan feeding your ego
with your bad thoughts
i just can't understand
bila kita bercakap/kongsi cerita kita,
dikatanya kita menunjuk nunjuk
diperli perli kita dekat social media yang lain
dicakapnya lebih baik jangan tunjuk bahagia kita,
takut nanti tak kesampaian
ok yang tu i can understand
so i shut my mouth
i didn't talk much
i keep everything on my own
so i won't irritate anyone
tapi
bila kita diam/senyap/tak cerita banyak pasal satu satu perkara,
dikatanya kita sombong
tak ingat orang sekeliling
dikatanya kita lupa orang orang yang dulu ada dengan kita
i don't understand,
nak yang mana satu ni?
hm?
that's why i said earlier,
think first, then say it out
kalau terus terusan salahkan orang lain
tanpa sedar yang kita pun salah
sebab kita keep on judging people
tanpa faham dulu situasi dia,
kan kejam nama dia tu.
so for a good course,
i ignored everything.
everyone will be happy then.
i can't give up someone to satisfy someone else.
i can't, and i won't.
tolong faham.
semua orang ada tempat istimewa masing masing dalam hati.
i didn't forget anyone.
i put every name in my prayers, my thoughts.
i wish everyone will be happy, though im not around.
but please, saying bad things to me it's really put me down.
fikirkan hubungan yang dah terjalin lama,
so i let it.
i act like it won't hurt me.
tapi sejujurnya, yea it's hurt.
i am a human just like you
i have a heart too.
i have things i must take care of
just like you.
please understand.
and have some heart.